it's been forever since i posted. my computer gave me the blue screen of death. i wept bitterly. i'm still pretty traumatized by it actually. so here i sit typing out (one fingered might i add) on my tablet. the down side- can't post pictures. sides any pictures i'd want to post.....yeah, still on my hard drive. *moment of silence*
in the past month since my last post, so much has happened in our family's existence. dan's company didn't have anything here for him to do so he endgg back over to afghanistan. not happy, but it is what it is. he left on may 21 amid many tears from us. even bronwyn can feel his abscence. it is breaking my heart' but at least this time it's only a 6 month tour. i think we would all have just died if it had to be longer. so *insert happy dance here*, he'll be home in time for bronwyn's second birthday and for christmas. that was actually one ofnthe first things he told the powers that be.....he HAS to be home for christmas. and he will be. so we are back to being just us again and it's a lot harder this time around, not entirely sure why. the first week he was gone, we weren't too phased, but it has hit us full in the face now. ug.....i had a full on melt down at church today. it was pretty awesome. now don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to sit here and spout all poor ne. shoot me please. me, pity me. there are women/moms out there who have it worse, but i think i deserve a pityparty everynow and then. when he comes home this time- 2 years that he's been go
now that i've gotten that off my chest......school has ended and we are deep into summer vacation. good times.hopefully i'll getba new computer soon and will have a ton of pictures to post.
in the past month since my last post, so much has happened in our family's existence. dan's company didn't have anything here for him to do so he endgg back over to afghanistan. not happy, but it is what it is. he left on may 21 amid many tears from us. even bronwyn can feel his abscence. it is breaking my heart' but at least this time it's only a 6 month tour. i think we would all have just died if it had to be longer. so *insert happy dance here*, he'll be home in time for bronwyn's second birthday and for christmas. that was actually one ofnthe first things he told the powers that be.....he HAS to be home for christmas. and he will be. so we are back to being just us again and it's a lot harder this time around, not entirely sure why. the first week he was gone, we weren't too phased, but it has hit us full in the face now. ug.....i had a full on melt down at church today. it was pretty awesome. now don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to sit here and spout all poor ne. shoot me please. me, pity me. there are women/moms out there who have it worse, but i think i deserve a pityparty everynow and then. when he comes home this time- 2 years that he's been go
now that i've gotten that off my chest......school has ended and we are deep into summer vacation. good times.hopefully i'll getba new computer soon and will have a ton of pictures to post.
1 smarmy thoughts:
I've thought of you often my sweet friend. You are fully entitled to have a pity party! As many as you want! I can only imagine how difficult this is, not only taking care of the family yourself, but missing Dan. I'm sorry you've had to go through this again.
And sorry about your computer!! Isn't that just a kick when you're down?!
Thinking of you and hoping you feel strength and comfort as you embark on these next several months til Dan returns. Give the kids a hug for me. And your self one too. :)Love ya
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